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Thursday, July 22, 2010

I'm not dramatic just sensitive...

I usually don't like to discuss serious topics especially across the internet for strangers to read but an issue has arose in my life that got me into a confrontation with one of my closest friends. It made me realize some things about myself and I'd just like to share it with the world because I'm sure I'm not the only person that feels this way.

In the past, I've covered up a lot of things or just denied my own feelings with myself. But lately I've been trying something new. It's called just being myself. Many people claim to do this but who actually achieves it? People always dress a certain way to impress someone else. In many cases they even try to change themselves internal in order to impress the opposite sex. I know I've done it with both friends and boyfriends. But the madness had to stop, that's why I've decided just to be myself. If that means I'll be alone for the rest of my life then so be it. I think it's a hell of a lot better than conforming myself to fit someone else just because I find them attractive. Although, saying that I might, "be alone for the rest of my life," is exaggerated. I have the important people I need in my life already--people who love and care about me for who I am.

I am sensitive, NOT dramatic.
Get it right or get the hell out.

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